Monday, January 9th, 2012
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10:24 pm - Makeup Quiz
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Makeup Quiz! Im bored and this is slowly becoming more about makeup as my life is.
When did you start putting on makeup?
About grade 7, I remembered I wore dark purple/red lipstick and black eyeliner and was called Marilyn Manson by my classmates.
How did you learn to put on makeup?
my friend Elizabeth I think mostly; she was the first one to pluck my eyebrows for me
Favourite Brand?
red earth(I don't think it exists anymore at least not here)
Do you like wearing foundation? If so, what's your color & favorite?
my colour is always close to a L20/30/ivory colour 'cause I'm pale like a vampire. My favourite is either red earth for photoshoots and my everyday is Merle Norman tinted moisturizer L30
Favorite Lipstick, Lip gloss, and Lip liner?
anything red.
Do you like/wear false lashes? If yes, strip or individual?
Yes I like & wear strips
Favorite eye shadow color?
This green
What's your favorite daytime look?
classic pinup look(mate eyes, black eyeliner and red lips)
Picture of your makeup collection:
just my everyday stuff not my full collection
Favorite makeup brush:
rounded, real hair flat eye shadow
Do you like wearing bronzer?
nope
Favorite mascara?
Maybeliene Colossal
Where do you keep your makeup?
my work makeup is on the shelf next to me next to the computer
my personal/dramatic makeup is on my makeup table in my room
my traveling case is in the closet
Favorite Youtube gurus?
vintageortacky
there are a few others
Do you wear blush?
yes
Do you copy any of the celebrity's makeup?
not really straight from celebrity's but from other artists takes on the celeb's makeup
Favorite makeup artist
actual makeup: i don't really know I have lots of books from Bobbi Brown and Jemma Kidd
special effects: tom savini
What's your favorite night time look?
keylime & berries look
Favorite concealer?
soft green Merle Norman
Favorite eyeshadow primer?
Merle Norman nude lasting eyecream
Where do you buy your makeup at?
all over, mostly work right now Merle Norman, but at shoppers and online from ELF
Favorite eye shadow palette and blush palette?
coral sense palette
Which do you like: cream, matte, powder, sheer, or shimmer eye shadows?
I like powder the most with mixes between matte and shimmer
Favorite eyeliner?
Merle Norman ebony and gold soft touch
Do you wear makeup everyday?
almost
Favorite powder?
any mineral
Favorite makeup remover?
Merle Norman dual eye remover
Do you like wearing liquid liner?(if you what's your favorite)
yes I do but rarely, i use it more for making my beauty marks
Picture of yourself with and without wearing makeup:
see 2 posts below
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Sunday, January 8th, 2012
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1:03 pm - Beauty Bonus: Rainbow Nails
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Saturday, January 7th, 2012
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1:13 am - Beauty Bonus
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Sunday, January 1st, 2012
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11:27 pm - Fetish Films that I enjoy *Spoilers* Comment yours!
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After just watching "Conspirators of Pleasure" I thought I'd write about what movies I have in my fetish section of my film collection at home. Will update when new movies come about.
Conspirators of Pleasure : is a Ukrainian surrealist film about 6 people who's lives are intertwined between their fetishes. http://www.deep-focus.com/flicker/conspira.html is a good synopsis of the film. Has a very neat live stop motion animation part to it.
Preaching to the Perverted: a British film about a government worker going undercover for a right wing politician to try to meet a famous mistress, they end up falling in love and break some barriers for the modesty laws.
Fetishes: is a Nick Broomfield documentary going into the workings of a NYC BDSM Parlour. He is a bit a of a dick but it was my first real lesson about the world of Kink.
Quills: Geoffrey Rush as the Marquis deSade during his stay in a mental asylum. Has a fling with his maid(Kate Windslett) whom then has an attraction for their priest
Walk All Over Me: a Canadian comedy about a young girl skips out on her small town and bad life to try a new life in Seattle where her old babysitter lives and works as a Dominatrix, she tries to steal her identity and gets in some gang trouble.
Bettie Page Dark Angel / The Notorious Bettie Page: Both films came out at the same time, and both are about Bettie's life.
Fingered : staring lydia lunch by richard kern(or anything really done by richard kern is sexy) about a prostitute that meets with a client then gets kidnapped, raped, then gets Stockholm syndrome and helps kidnap and rape a female hitchhiker. She gets fucked with a gun!
Married to the Eiffel Tower / My Car is my Lover: both BBC documentaries about people who are attracted to only intimate objects. The first is only a mental condition that women have an attraction to buildings and fences. The second is about 2 men who only have sex with cars(and one helicopter)
Dark Paradise : more of a porno but a pseudo documentary about the life and memories of a Dominatrix.
The Pet: a girl becomes a pet slave to a french man who in the human trafficking ring but loves her and won't sell(thanks Mr. Phil!)
Secretary: A young girl whom is a cutter, starts working for a lawyer who is a Domminant and teachers her, then tries to throw her away from fear of commitment. But she convinces him by a true act of submission that she is deserving of his love.
Ilsa series: sexpolitation films all similar, she plays a controlling woman(warden of a asylum, Nazi concentration camp chief doctor, keeper of a sheiks harem, lieutenant of a gaulog) who tortures the inmates and fucks her superiors.
I also have seasons 3-6 of the showcase show KinK(thanks to Mr. Phil and Sir Paul)
What are your favourite films?
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Saturday, December 31st, 2011
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5:37 pm - Happy New Year
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yay time for resolutions:
-quit smoking(again)
-loose weight/take better care of my self
-get surgery
-move to Ottawa by the fall
-stay in love(which that should be the easiest :) )
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2011
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10:52 am - best day
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I had the best day yesterday, 7 am woke up and cleaned the house and got ready. I went and picked up my new Dom, who is someone i greatly respected to begin with. He took me to the hoitio and it was exciting people thinking that we are father and daughter cause he is a great deal older then myself.
The we went to kangas sauna. We barely used the sauna haha.
Came home and watched tv and just cuddled it was very nice. then i drove him home out to south gillies which was beautiful.
Then Dono came over and hung out with me which is always nice.
Then M called and he came over and we talked alot, i miss him alot.
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Saturday, July 30th, 2011
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10:18 am
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EDIT! he came home tonight on his own!!!!!!!
Asche has been missing for almost a week, i already phoned the pound, reported him, put up posters, put a ad on kajiji and facebook. gone looking for him, left out food.
some old lady who feeds strays on river street thinks shes been feeding him!
1. im happy that she might of found him and is nice enough to let me know and go sit on her deck every night
2.im so fucking mad that shes feeding strays, he would of come back by now if he hadnt found a good food source, and she said he comes from farrand street, which means he crosses the busy river street!
now today i wake up to my mum posting ads for me using the wrong phone number and a totally fucked descrption of him. saying hes a large long haired persian mixed cat. fuck i know shes trying to help but fuck man giving out stupid information is not going to help! but then i made her cry and i feel really bad about it cause shes sad hes missing and shes sad she fucked up.
and i cant stop blaming andrew for all of this. if he hadnt just ASKED me how to cover the hole in the window they wouldnt of gotten out, if he had just sucked it up and ran in the yard with his socks on instead of running to get his shoes... he could of gotten him. its all like small little mistakes but on top of everything else im really pissed
how can i go from 4 cats to 2 in only 3 months?
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2011
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8:04 am
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Wednesday, July 28th, 2010
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9:17 am
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i had a dream about my dad still being alive. for some reason he was younger i know hed be a old man by now. but that he and my mum met up and she was going to give him some stuff back. and i wanted a chance to talk to him. but he fliped out on my mum so he took off somehow i found his hotmail account and hacked into it and read that he goes to shows and drinks at the same bars i drink and and shit. i was fucken pissed. i woke up pissed off. i have always thought that we'd be a good father daughter team but how the fuck would i know any of that? i dont know what he was like minus being a drunk. no one ever said if he was fun, what music he likes nothing.
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Wednesday, May 19th, 2010
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2:33 pm
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i had a dream last night that i was pregnant like the whole experience. it was weird and messed me up for the rest of the day. i cant stop thinking about it. fucking stupid maternal clock going off.
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Saturday, March 27th, 2010
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1:12 am - YAY art!
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Thursday, February 25th, 2010
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1:29 am - missing the good olde days
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watching all this LA Ink has been getting me all missing who i was/am but hidden. Ive been injured for so long and not working for almost a year now minus the school.. ive been use to band shirt + underwear and sweat pants.
me and andrew have been craving our piracy tattoos which we're getting wit incom tax. and im also going to start my krakken on my arm.
watching all the patch pants and riped shirts and dyed hair makes me miss my old hair and clothes. i dont think i could fit into my patch pants. i know the horror punk jacket is long too small(barely fit to begin with). i think the pants would kinda fit if i took some patched off and sewed them back on when the pants are on they have the opportunity to have the streach in them. i duno.. i keep looking at hair dye and i dont know what to do. i think i actually might ask veronika to fuck around with it. i want some color(but i dont know what ive never had pink so maybe)....i dotn really want it cut but at the same time i wanted this year to be the year to see how long i can keep it natural. the redy/brown/black with silver comming in. i kinda want to see how much grey i actually have.....
i duno i guess i can just dress up to sit at home...
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Thursday, February 11th, 2010
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5:38 pm
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fuck i need to move, i need to work and i need to have a life. i miss getting drunk alot with friends right now.
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Wednesday, December 30th, 2009
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1:49 pm - strange dreams
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for the past 3 nights Ive been having this continuing dream about mud, jenna and dee fucking me over. i drive out to jenas house but im driving in the lake an im kinda on the big rocks that are on the face of the clifs but submerged. then jenna sends me a note saying shes the one that killed my cat and that jackal is gay and im a fat bitch who just thinks shes cool when i acutally am a pushover.... i duno it turns into a weird bloody gore thing.
then today it turned into pretty much left for dead.
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Sunday, November 22nd, 2009
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2:51 pm - stupid windows live
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man hotmail was fucking me over big time
they dont have like a help line not even a help chat just that fucking feedback page
and for like 3 weeks every day my password typed correctly locks me out
so fuck it i switched to gmail and its fucken mint
i custom made my homepage with igoogle
then sent one last feedback to windows live saying how stupid it is of them not to have a phone centre or a few
have one or two in every country.... that would boost the economy
like all over the planet why wouldnt they??? it would be the best PR ever
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Monday, November 16th, 2009
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10:51 am - doctors can go to hell here so can the richmond spa
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last month i had a refferal to get my mri. did they even fucking send it out? no. took me pretty much a whole month to realize that they hadnt done this, realizing that my appointment with the doctor is this week to discuss the mri. i dont know how long a wait is for a mri, or if they mail you, phone you. i dont know these things. so when i finally called the hospital thinking i had missed their call or something. they didnt even have it. so i called the doctor and they said theyd look for it. they call of course after hours and even when i said you can leave a message seeing as i knew they were only going to tell me we found it and sent it out or dr woods will have to redo it and then send it out. nope. called on a friday afternoon when the office is closed so i had to wait all weekend for 1 sentence.
also how does 7 boxes on a insurance form take 3 weeks to fill out?
i explained it to 3 people when i brought it into work. i have balance protector on my visa and seeing as they were my main job and havnt called me in for over 30 days i needed to activate my insurance so my visa limit doesnt go over limit and increase my intrest rate. easy to understand right? no work = no $$ = no bill payments. so i guess they thought i was quitting or something and i said no i just need this filled out cause i cant pay my bills. so still another week passes i dont hear anything. i call again "we still dont understand this"
i reexplain..
"ok can you call this person and explain it to them?
ugh fine.
"ok i think we understand well get this filled out"
a few days later i dont hear back from them to come pick up my form. so i call back: i hope you didnt send it off i need to get other people to finish filling out the rest of the information on that. "nope no one has"
so i called back today(another week has gone by) apparently though they are open on mondays: no one is there? so i have to wait. trying to tell them how maddening this is doesnt make sense to them. is this how they run a business?
next day: i called min of labour: they say they arent doing anything wrong, same with revenue canada. I call another government number to ask them to formally request my ROE. so ive done that. I also sent in a email explaining everything to labour board again to just doubble check i dont think the woman on the phone was really listening. so the lady from ROE told me that i need to formally quit and request my roe just to make sure because its weary if its been the 3 months without work that they dont have to tell me ive been layed off/fired/whatnot.
so i call there to say hey please get same to call me because i am formally quitting and want my roe. Daiea(a masseuse) said they did it to her too and because they never kept any records of you working there. you never did and you dont get a roe.
i think i might call a lawyer to doubble check all of this with me.
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Saturday, November 7th, 2009
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4:17 pm - nothing overly new.
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guess i dont use this much anymore. just to read others and look at pictures.
just a housewife now my back pain is going down i guess due to lack of anything. andrew pays bills. i just got a weekend job as a h1n1 screener at the lph. and we got a new computer, windows 7 is okay.
hunger fest was pretty good. i got really drunk.
thats it.
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Saturday, September 26th, 2009
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1:31 pm
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seriously how does no one know at my spa what fucken day is payday????????????????????????? you cant just say its not till next friday? why is that so hard?
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Tuesday, September 22nd, 2009
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4:05 pm - life lately
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Medcial:
I am getting a cat scan soon: i have to take a blood sugar test for diabetes, i am pre diabetic. And shes sending in my referal to humber medical school so i can get an asessment for gastric bypass(yay free trip to toronto)
job: im now a on call person. fuckers. so im just going to grab my stuff and expect never to hear from them again. so once again im looking.
love: everythings awesome.
other then that i spent the past week cleaning my mothers house, shes in the hospital for celluitis, so ive done the entire upstairs, reogranizing, shampooing the carpets. Im awesome.
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Tuesday, August 18th, 2009
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4:28 pm - bye steph
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bye bye steph ill miss you! you were always so good to visit for chats and tea. even our nights when we got scared of haunted ebay items and had to stay up to watch anime. best video game parties and random movie ones aswell. im so happy for you to get out of here and have a good life on the other side of the country with a awesome man! in the last few years you getting out of the house to come hang out and go to shows has been fucking sweet!
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